Justin Bieber and Hailey Baldwin are on the cover of Vogue Magazine and they get real about their personal life.

Justin talked about a part of his life where he was addicted to Xanax. He says, “I found myself doing things that I was so ashamed of, being super-promiscuous and stuff, and I think I used Xanax because I was so ashamed. My mom always said to treat women with respect. For me that was always in my head while I was doing it, so I could never enjoy it. Drugs put a screen between me and what I was doing. It got pretty dark. I think there were times when my security was coming in late at night to check my pulse and see if I was still breathing.”

He did a detox back in 2014, and said even though he still drinks alcohol in social settings, he’s been clean for 5 years now.

Hailey talks about how happy she is for him saying, “I’m really proud of him. To do it without a program, and to stick with it without a sober coach or AA or classes—I think it’s extraordinary. He is, in ways, a walking miracle.”

He also talked about his problem with sex. He actually became celibate for over a year to try and handle that problem.

Justin said, “I wanted to rededicate myself to God in that way because I really felt it was better for the condition of my soul,” he said. “And I believe that God blessed me with Hailey as a result. There are perks. You get rewarded for good behavior.”

So glad they’re both doing well and happy! Justin, you’ve grown up and we’re so proud of you!

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